All my life I have been searching
for someone to love me, someone who would make me complete. I kept wondering if
somehow that person was also searching for me
When we first met, my world was
not what it is today. You brought my world to order with your sweetness. I have
finally met an angel on this earth. I remember how I was so in love
with you. You said you felt the same way about me. The
problem with love is, you can truly love anyone you want but so can the other
person
When you said that we would be
together forever, I thought that meant till the day one of us died. Now, I
guess forever isn’t as long as it used to be. Everything was going smoothly
until you were no longer there to catch me. Your steadfast love ceased and your
affection came to an end
You became a god who sat upon
some imaginary throne and doled out love in small portions, only when you feel
like. Your lips were filled with so
many lies and fooling me became your greatest pleasure. I
gradually lost faith in the man I treasured and trusted
You gave me so much joy and now I
cannot control the depth of the wound you inflicted on my soul. You cut me down
to size and opened up my eyes. I don't hate you for not loving me
anymore, but I hate myself for still loving you and my heart doesn't know how
to stop loving you
When you have loved a man
unconditionally and lost that love, it leaves a scar that will never heal. It was hard to accept the loss of
you but it was harder to move on without you. If I should die tonight and the
reason remains unknown, tell not the whole world, but the one I love that I
died of a broken heart, not because he loved me too little but because I loved
him too much
I am a woman who has seen the
sufferings that comes from loving a man. I have gotten to that point where I
know that no man will really love me. I have learned to keep myself away
from men because I will eventually get rejected. They will only tolerate
so much of me before they walk away
Where is God? But what right do I
have to complain after I have sinned against him with my body. He is a just God
and his grace has deserted me now. I
learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my
feelings. I have submitted my heart to God. His faithful love never ends
